Peter Lalor

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June 05, 2005

Following up with Ariadne and Irene

On Friday 27 May, Dylan began vomiting repeatedly. Each time he'd vomit, look at it, and just go back to roaring around playing and having a great time. He seemed otherwise fine, even though he threw up seven times over the day and night. That night I spent all night feeling terrible in my tummy and wondering when I'd start, but I made it through the night without vomiting.

The next morning I felt exhausted and extremely nauseous. Jennifer told me that we had a brief email from an apparently irritated Ariadne asking what was happening. A friend of ours had called her and mentioned that I was healed, and as we hadn't known she was no longer in Australia and didn't know her number we hadn't contacted her. I felt physically wretched, but would have spoken to her anyway. Jennifer wrote her back, explaining that we had received confirmation that her healing had worked, that Dylan and I were sick with a tummy bug, and that I would call when I was up to it. She soon received a very exuberant response saying that it was time to break out the champagne, that Jesus said my nausea was due to shock, and asking us to call when I was up to it.

On Sunday I still felt wretched physically, but up to calling Ariadne. We did, and she passed on more information from Jesus on the healing: "Jesus has assured me that you are cancer-free." She explained that the surgeon's knife creates damage during surgery, and so my anti-seizure medication would still be necessary, as the scar tissue interrupts neural transmitters, causing seizures—and believe me, I'm getting that information in spades, with more seizures now than in quite awhile. I'm physically exhausted by them. Ariadne explained that I needed more time and more healing, and to seek her again. She also said that she'd return to Australia, and as I'm continuously amazed that everything we've needed in this journey has either been here already or come here for us.

Ariadne said that have my life back, and that my "healing path" is to become a shaman. She herself "practised as an awakened shaman for 17–18 years", but now focusses on being an author.

Over the weekend I had barely eaten. Never lunch, perhaps toast for breakfast and a vegetable for dinner. One night Jennifer had baked me a very large potato, and I sat alone to eat it whilst she put the kids to bed. Before I touched it I looked at it and felt to thank it for being food. To my great surprise I was suddenly flooded by love toward… the potato! Okay, I get it! My life is changing, and in a very beautiful way into… something.

On Monday I answered a call from a friend in the States who had gone to see Irene Newmark (something we have never physically able to do, being on the other side of the Pacific ocean) to address her difficulty in becoming and maintaining pregnancy, after reading my journal notes on my sessions with Irene. Irene had told her that the problem was due to all the chocolate she had eaten as a teenager, and that residue was coating her womb. The remedy was to take a series of detox baths, many of which were to contain drinking alcohols. She had called us after the session to tell us that if it hadn't been for my experiences she would have thought it ridiculous, but was going to give it a go. Later she had called to say that she was utterly loving the baths. Now, she said that she was feeling better than she could ever recall feeling—and she's a woman with a heap of energy as it is! As we'd been unable to get hold of Irene to seek confirmation of my healing, she said that she'd call Irene and ask her to contact us. Irene did so on Tuesday morning, and later that day we had our longest session with her yet.

It began by Jennifer telling Irene the story of my being told to get a PET scan to receive proof that my tumour was gone, that we had done so, and that it appeared that the proof was there. What did Irene see? Near the beginning she observed that a low-grade virus was present in my stomach, but it was obviously not worth concern. Irene had shown us her ability to see my physical maladies session over session, so the fact that she could see why I was still feeling tired and barely eating food four days into the bug was no surprise at all.

Irene then searched me with enormous care for cancerous cells of any kind, anywhere at any level, size or in any dimension. She was very thorough and very detailed, obviously being extremely careful. No cancer cells that I can tune into, she said. Knowing Irene, this means there are none. After David Hollingworth's, this is our second confirmation that I am now tumour-free.

She then began searching me for other issues in any dimension. In early sessions she focussed entirely on the physical—at least that she revealed to us. But after Jennifer asked for the cause of my cancer in an early session she had immediately revealed how far the rabbit hole goes. Perhaps because she now knows our trust of her and our willingness and ability to hear it, in this session she went straight down the rabbit hole unasked.

As always, my writing is based largely on Jennifer's excellent and detailed notes—ten full A4 pages this time.

At my Soul Level she found a past-life issue as a 35-year old man. I found this alone interesting as I was 35 when my tumour triggered my grand mal seizure, revealing it's presence. She said the issue has to do with leadership in that incarnation and having been murdered for being a controversial leader, in the sense of "being an outspoken voice for light and being taken out by the dark". This imprinted that if I took a stand I was "going to get it". She said that this was causing residue in my lymphatic system "up around ten" for the past ten days. From that incarnation, on my sub-atomic level, "sort of implosion of your light", "fear of manifesting that strongly and going through that again". She then found something on my psychic level from this past life: "Energetic structure. 11th dimensional structure connected to whatever dark forces were that were responsible for your death. That is there reinforcing thought(?) structure that embodying your light strongly is a dangerous thing to do. Sits above head at 12th chakra."

Irene then returned to checking physical issues, on a scale of 1 to 10:

Brain vitality: 10
Brain functioning: 10

Huh. I must be used to 11 or something, because the old noggin sure isn't in full function.

She then hunted for any cancerous cells, genetic material, abnormal cells, etc., anywhere, finding ~0.05, which she said could a be normal amount of abnormal cells, but that she wasn't sure. Perhaps looking for anything, anywhere even potentially related to cancer, she found something on my sub-atomic level related to something she had found in a previous session; an event in which I was a wife whose husband was killed in war. Irene found a sub-atomic blockage also relating to the 12th chakra (please don't ask me what that is; I need to do research!), "To a knowingness of your divinity or lack of. Trust and knowingness in divinity diminished by 10%." She said that a lack of 100% self-trust could potentially contribute to cancer thought form". Okay, now I have to ask Jennifer what that means, as I was briefly out of the room during that.

Irene then hunted very carefully, "Combing the ethers to find anything to do with even a cancerous thought-form" or "Anything else to do with that small amount of abnormal cells". She found:

Soul level: past life to do with that incarnation… having to do with embodying power… feeling not safe.
Self-blocking of one's creative source… damming up stream coming from cosmos… .5 residue.

She then found an "Outside negative. 12th dimensional entity… has some sort of interfering influence for last six years, creating disruption more on sub-atomic level… an intent with this being's disruptive energy to prevent you from again manifesting your light fully on planet." She then said that the entity was part of "dark forces" from the life in which I had been murdered at 35. Apparently, it had come back to check on me, considered me to be dangerous and so began interfering. Irene then said that we would come back to this shortly.

I listened to this looking out our living room window at the sunlight on the beautiful trees, foliage, and hills outside. So beautiful. I knew—I know—that I was done holding back the truth. No more. This being, whatever it was, was out of here. That game is over.

Irene then hunted for "Anything else conducive to perpetuating cancer in brain or body? Any ancestral stuff?" She found something from my father's side of the family, but nothing on my mother's side. I find this interesting, because my mum's recent family constellation retreat cleared a major issue from her side, about which I have recently journaled. On my father's side, Irene found "Unconscious contracts with less conscious (darker beings) that go back 12 generations to suppress the full embodiment of power, in order to survive".

Cerebral-spinal fluid:
Vitality: 9
Functioning: 10
Radiation residue: 5

From my lifetime when I was some form of controversial leader she found a past-life residue, a "Traumatic death memory… level 5". She said that perhaps there was a blow to my head in that incarnation. Yikes. No wonder we get stressed out, with all this past-life stuff to release. But again, that death will no longer serve any purpose for the killers.

Irene then started to give us information "In terms of unwinding stuff from today", i.e. the various unpleasant past-life issues and an unwanted negative entity. "New beings entered this planet from the first of this year [2005]… created in a different way than anything in our universe… gold metallic in colour, with diamond core… can be in any size, from larger than a star to smaller than an atom… impervious to dark energy… sole mission is to be here and clear the planet of dark energy and negative force fields." She also commented on the situation in this reality being worse than that in any other reality; hence the introduction of the new beings. Clean-up time. Thank God.

She said that already, "Frequency fences have been placed around the planet to block higher beings helping bring in light". I don't understand that note, either. Jennifer?

The gold-metallic beings are called "Light Warriors".

I recall her saying that she had learning this information from another source, and that she did not name the source. I would surmise that she would confirm any such information with her pendulum, and with enormous accuracy. In other words, I believe that Light Warriors are in fact here.

She said that also, it was no longer "necessary to ask permission to clear darkness according to a singular soul's free will."; free will has been dropped or suspended. This is absolutely crucial. Free will has been the single inviolate facet of human existence in what Robert Monroe called (I feel accurately) the Time-Space Illusion. Need I ask how you think this free will has worked? Look at history.

Explaining that there were many billions of Light Warriors, Irene then told us to "Call on a personal team of 500 Light Warriors to help. Ask to have [removed] any and all dark energies from any and all incarnations and through all space and time and through all bodies." I consider this a very effective prayer, worth repeating at least daily. "All dimensional levels 1–12… including parallel realities… any and all aspects of self through all space and time and through all dimensions… clear all entities, ancestral imprinting, etc." Regarding my health, she suggested to "Ask for removal of environmental pollutants. Ask for millions of microscopic Light Warriors to go in and clear out any cancerous cells on sub-atomic level.

She then, by apparently simply silently asking them to do so, had her Light Warriors remove my maladies: "Moved this 12th dimensional entity on already." And stay out. "Cleared traumatic past-life memory of blow to head." Again, if I know Irene, she has already proven to herself that her instructions in such ways have effect, as I have no doubt that she can observe removed what she can see in the first place.

She then recommended some detox baths to address my frequent MRI scans(part of the dendritic cell vaccine trial) and went through my entire list of supplements, removing or adjusting amounts as needed. One funny thing she found, for both herself and for us, was that I was to use a stationary bike. She made no attempt to hide the fact that she had no idea why this was, to the point where she started obviously trying to find out why it was to be a stationary bike rather than any number of other forms of exercise. We told her not to worry about it, given that an unused one must be easy enough to find.

Posted by Peter at June 5, 2005 10:28 PM

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